Nobody

I am Nobody until Somebody dreams me into existence

Until the clouds part and the heavens ripple

Til blood is spilt and pride is cracked

Until I'm split open like a walnut and my shame is unshackled

I am Nobody until I feel the touch of a thousand particles of light drifting towards me

Until I see my reflection for the very first time

Til Somebody hums my name in dim cafe corners on long Friday nights

Until Somebody shouts my name from across the room

I am Nobody until they give me permission to be Somebody

Until my heart is no longer sick from wanting

I am Nobody